Thursday, November 1, 2012

"Do you pay for love?", "No, but I owe it everything..."

Hey guys, 

We're back in Eston for a few weeks. Calgary was amazing! Right now, we're preparing for a retreat in Regina, and going through a course on the usage of prophecy and related gifts in the Church today. It's very exciting! :)
We'll also be heading to Lethbridge in a little less than a month. 

I might make a more in-depth update later, but that's good for now. 

The actual reason for this post was sharing with you a chapter from a book I really enjoy.

The Singer, by Calvin Miller, is a poetic, allegoric story about the "Singer" (a parallel to Christ), and His story in Miller's allegoric world. It's one of my favourite books in its genre. In my favourite chapter in the book, the Singer comes across a lady who has been selling herself for years. The conversation that follows stirs me deeply. 

If you don't feel like reading it all, please, at the least, read the first few lines of the story, and the last six. They're the "icing on the cake", as they say :P
Grace to you all, and peace!
Until the whole world hears,
Josh



Oftentimes Love is so poorly packaged that when we have sold everything to buy it, we cry in finding all our substance gone and nothing in the tinsel and the ribbon.

Hate dresses well to please a buyer.

He met a woman in the street. She leaned against an open door and sang through her half-parted lips a song that he could barely hear. He knew her friendship was for hire. She was without a doubt a study in desire. Her hair fell free around her shoulders. And intrigue played upon her lips.

“Are you betrothed?” she asked.

“No, only loved,” he answered.

“And do you pay for love?”

“No, but I owe it everything.”

“You are alone. Could I sell you but an hour of friendship?”

Deaf to her surface proposition, he said, “Tell me of the song that you were singing as I came upon you. Where did you learn it?”

His question troubled her. At length she said, “ The first night that I ever sold myself, I learned it from a tall impressive man.”

“And did he play a silver pipe?” the Singer asked.

She seemed surprised. “Do you know the man who bought be first?”

“Yes. Not long ago, in fact, he did his best to teach that song to me.”

“I cannot understand. I sell friendship and you your melody. Why would he teach us both the self-same song?”

The Singer pitied her. He know the World Hater had a way of making every victim feel as though he were the only person who could sing his song.

“He only has one song; he therefore teaches it to everyone. It is a song of hate.”

“No, it is a love song. The first night that he held me close, he sang it tenderly and so in every way he owned me while he sang to me of love.”

“And have you seen him since?”

“No, not him, but a never ending queue of men with his desires.”

“So it was no song of love. Tell me, did he also say that some day in the merchandising of your soul, you would find someone who would not simply leave his fee upon the stand but rather take you home to care for you and cherish you?”

Again she seemed surprised, “Those were indeed his very words--- how can you know them?”

“And have you found the one that he has promised?”

“Not yet.”

“And how long have you peddled friendship?”

“Some twenty years are gone since first I learned the song that you inquired about.”

The Singer felt a burst of pity. “We sometimes give ourselves to hate in masquerade and only think it love. And all our lives we sing the song we thought was right. The Canyon of the Damned is filled with singers who thought they knew a love song... Listen while I sing for you a song of love.”

He began the melody so vital to the dying men around him. “In the beginning was the song of love...”

She listened and knew for the first time she was hearing all of love there was. Her eyes swam when he was finished. She sobbed and sobbed in shame. “Forgive me, Father-Spirit, for I am sinful and undone... for singing weary years of all the wrong words...”

The Singer touched her shoulder and told her of the joy that lay ahead if she could learn the music he had sung.

He left her in the street and walked away, and as he left, he heard her singing his new song. And when he turned to wave the final time he saw her shaking her head to a friendship buyer. She would not take his money.

And from his little distance, the Singer heard her use his very words.

“Are you betrothed?” the buyer asked her.

“No, only loved,” she answered.

“And do you pay for love?”

“No, but I owe it everything.”